So I'm on my second and last week of my vacay. It's been really relaxing just being able to chill and take it easy. My first semester at CSULB is over and it went quite well. During my break I've been spending a significant amount of time with the bf and it's been really great. I guess I haven't mentioned yet that I have a boyfriend, so here I go, I have a boyfriend these days and I reeeally like him. I genuinely feel good about being with someone. It's almost overwhelming at times  because I don't even know what to do with myself. Eee, It's fun!...I hate to be cynical because I'm not, but I still manage to feel nervous at times because I am investing so much on one person, but I have no regrets. Moses is worth it. I never do anything half ass and I'm not going to start now. I'm really looking forward to the new year, focusing on whats really important in my life. I have totally disconnected myself from alot of people and I'm happy about it, but at the same time I can't help feeling some sadness. Anyways, I feel like a completely different person these days, I don't even recognize who I was a few months ago. The worst of times can really bring on the best of changes. I'm still experiencing a rough time in certain aspects of my life, but these times will pass, they always do. I hope for the best for myself, my family and everyone else. Life is amaaaaazing, well I think it can be. Happy New Year.